Monday, September 22, 2003
yo peeps.. hehe today got back my ct5 result.. i fail my eng by two % ..which is 48%..chinese i got 57%..math.. erm. i got 0% coz nv do. hahax.. then sci i got 60%..history i got 52%..geog i got 60% !! hahax.. was happie abt it .. its all i do de ok.. hahax.. proud of myself.. hhax. lit i got 50%...-sad- home econ i got 42%...art i got 52%.. haahx.. was badly done sia.. haiz... so tired this few days.. not enough slp.. hey.. i act will read story book ok.. i yest read frm 28 to 118 ..wow.. i was lyk wow amazin .. hmm.. today my dear fren cried.. i see her cry i oso cry don noe y.. haiz. feel so so so so sad for her..... haiz.. i cant bear to see her hurt..but if i was her i will oso cry la. haiz.. but i wun sit there i wil juz walk away... haiz................ feelin so moody rite now... feel lyk cryin.. always feelin so tired of my life...oh ya i cry ni class today.. oh man.. coz my fren throw away my things la.. freak.. u noe the paper which i place on my table.. then they go throw aways together w the fotos..+ [her] ok.. then i v heartbroken.. then i cry.. they al kana shocked ahhax.. haiz... ok la.. i don wan to say le.. bye
[abt you]
i juz cant stop makin my self for not lovin you.. it take tms i noe.. but i don wan to love you.. coz lovin u brings mi lots of hurt n sadness that i had nv had b4... use to thing that lovin sone wouldn b so hurtin but when i met u.. i leant wat is love..i understand wat izzit abt.. my fren say im stupid for lovin u agn.. but i juz couldn help it..i don noe if u r happie.. i cant read ur mind..i don understand...why do i love you when i don even wan to? don noe wat is goni on w ur life... wonderin if this is a good thing ....seein u in sch everyday w/o fail.. i juz only haf to turn away....n u will oso turn away..wat i can see is i love you...
{/7:45 PM}
count on it .
